Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Lahual - Spiti Quad Series: The Prelude!


There is a fine line between adventure and madness…..and I think I crossed it this time.
I suffer from Vertigo and I still overwhelmingly agreed to go for a trip to the Himalaya’s on a bike!
When every turn of the road becomes a matter of life and death, when your own life becomes the subject of someone else’s judgement, when your heart prays and your mind betrays, when your eyes dream nothing apart from the inevitable unforeseen, you know you have crossed the line!
However, the unknown gamble paid off and this experience is etched deep in my heart forever.
Eight days, more than 1500 kilometers, and maximum height of 3600 meters ASL, well this sums up my experience of Lahual – Spiti.

The Prelude …

It all began with a desire to go to Ladakh, a plan I had made several times, right from the first year of my newly adorned employed status to as recent as last year, but could never manage to execute. However, this time I was adamant, adamant to do it at any cost.
After bouncing the idea with a few friends, my rattling formed sense to my photography inspiration, the ever so adventurous Parichay. Slowly this noise took the shape of a plan and it then went through a few rounds of iteration and soon I found Asif and Tariq in the mailing loop. I never realized that there plan will only look like mine but will be very different in action (read more scary) and I did not even care to look at how did they detail the plan. Infact, when I look back, it feels strange to have taken them so lightly in the beginning when they were about to become the part of one of my life’s most adventurous few days.
Being a pro at bike trips, Asif made the Things to Do, the route plan, the list of items to be carried very diligently, though I (am sure even Parichay) did not go through in detail. I must accept the fact that there was a big chance of me chickening out had I seen all those things in detail. For once, I thank my laziness.
The week before I actually got to meet Asif for a shopping spree, though of a very different kinds, we went shopping for a off road tyre for his bike, an electric pump, bungee ropes and some waterproofs for our bikes. Next came the issue of how much to carry, I being a not so light traveler was neck deep in worry as to how will I survive in one jeans or just 2 T – Shirts and one jacket, oblivious of the fact that soon all this will become absolutely insignificant to me. Eventually, I made it, I did end up stuffing all that I needed in my gym bag which was compact by all definitions. This did give me a sense of victory for a few seconds.

.................A handful of wishes; a liason of minds
......and off we were .. away from the daily grind........
........of mountains and rivers, of nature's delight,
.........may we bring back memories that hang back for life...........
Watch this space as the mystery unfolds :-)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

First Love!


Some experiences are etched in your memory! and even with time their importance never decimates.....today I feel like sharing one such experience from my life.......something that defined for me.... what love is!

..........I could do anything for one glance at her! I could walk miles; go completely out of my way to cross hers...I used to skip a few heartbeats when she caught me looking at her! I used to keep waiting for the whole day to meet her for that one hour... I used to keep dreaming of situations where we would be going around! I would be planning 1000 ways to start the conversation with her and when she came, I could never gather the courage! ........ I realized something was happening to me...There was the girl I was madly in something with...something which I could never figure out....though when i look back, it seems to be love......and that something was the experience that defined love for me! and till date I look back to my first tryst with love with sheer admiration! longing to replicate the same every time I skip a heart beat :-)

My longing to talk to her......listening to her endless banter....just being with her.....feeling the warmth around her....and those sparks when her senses crossed mine! those careless brushes...those smiling lips... still crosses my mind when I go back!

I was in some trance...every thought of her would bring a smile to my face even when I would be standing right in the middle of a crowded market looking at 100 unknown faces (read as people shopping around me).....her face would instantly make me feel at peace even when i was facing the wrath of many tormentors (read as teachers).....the thought of being with her would make me endure anything (read as exams, studies, stupid PT classes) for any time (read as school timing).......the adrenalin rush when we shared the same umbrella on a rainy day!...I was surely in some trance...

When I look back, all that i have is
a set of smiles strewn over a few months in time,
a bunch of giggles lying all over those old places where i grew up,
a palm that was wet due to holding hands on a summer day,
a heart with the silly scare of being watched and followed,
a glance of a mischievous smile hanging at the corner of her lips,
a tremble in my lips when I kissed her for the first time,
a feeling of a gentle touch from her embrace,
a thousand rain drops that we felt on our faces when we got wet in the rain together for the first time,
some impatience which grew in while waiting for her,
some needless anger just to steal an opportunity to get pampered,
miles and miles of stretches that we walked side by side
.....and a heartful of memories

After so many years it really doesn’t matter how it ended, all that seems important is that it taught me something....something that the world calls love and I call an itch :-) an itch in the heart!
I think no one can ever forget their first love and I truly believe the first experience in love also defines what and how you perceive love.......here was my perception.....what is yours!